The Write Miz BarnzJul 3, 20222 min readIntroducing New Categories & New Series: Storytelling to 'Shake the Earth,' Summon JusticeNew blog categories will feature stories about my journey through hospital & other abuses & also SA, CSA & DV stories from around the globe.
The Write Miz BarnzApr 19, 20222 min readHe Was My Forever...Before He Became My NeverThe path with a narcissist is always brutal. I hate that I ever conceived with him. I write anytime, especially when I hurt or grieve. I do.
The Write Miz BarnzApr 17, 20221 min readNew Posts Coming Soon! Recovery Is Worse Than the Actual Created SicknessThere are inadequate words for what I've been going through, so I'll save the details for future posts. Know I'm fighting through it in...
The Write Miz BarnzDec 21, 20212 min readTo the One Who Loves Me Next: This I Promise YouI fight through healing some days, & it is work. My hope is for better days with a person who walks the broken road with me & blesses it.
The Write Miz BarnzDec 19, 20215 min readTo the Woman After Me: You Know Him Now But I Knew Him First, Years of Lies & Sweet TalkThe healing after narcissistic abuse is long, and I would not wish it on a single soul. I'd never approach a new supply. The message stands.
The Write Miz BarnzDec 18, 20212 min readLove at First Nightmare P4: The Call & The Last BetrayalStory of narcissistic abuse that spanned nearly two decades with some estrangement. When we finally reunited, he saved the worst for last.
The Write Miz BarnzDec 15, 20212 min read'Christmas Isn't Canceled, Just You': A Special Song From Kelly ClarksonSometimes putting on a brave face comes at a cost, especially when the narcissistic abuse I suffered was swallowing me whole. I was not OK.
The Write Miz BarnzDec 11, 20216 min readThe Games They Play: How Narcissists (Try to) Make It Our FaultGuilt, shame, blame, deflection, play victim is like currency to them, a deadly game. The only way to win is not to play, walk away to live.
The Write Miz BarnzDec 9, 20217 min readLove at First Nightmare P3: Forced Admissions & a Fateful Encounter Story of narcissistic abuse that spanned nearly two decades with some estrangement. When we finally reunited, he saved the worst for last.
The Write Miz BarnzDec 8, 20214 min readLove at First Nightmare P2: Three Questions, Three LiesStory of narcissistic abuse that spanned nearly two decades with some estrangement. When we finally reunited, he saved the worst for last.
The Write Miz BarnzDec 7, 20216 min readBathroom Floors & Wine Bottles: I Hid the Truth of My Abuse In Alcohol & False 'I'm OKs'The devaluation & discard phase of narcissistic abuse was as bad as his rage. It cost me a couple of months of sobriety & nearly my life.
The Write Miz BarnzDec 3, 20213 min readMerry Christmas: A Kelly Clarkson Heartbreak ClassicEven knowing our breakup was the right thing, narcissistic abuse wounded my spirit in a way I did not recognize, pain I couldn't bear. Sad.
The Write Miz BarnzDec 2, 20214 min readLove At First Nightmare P1: His Eyes Shone Like Poison Emeralds, My 'Nex' Had the Perfect LureStory of narcissistic abuse that spanned nearly two decades with some estrangement. When we finally reunited, he saved the worst for last.
The Write Miz BarnzDec 1, 202113 min readSurviving Narcissistic Abuse & Gaslighting, While Facing Major Medical IllnessI learned that no matter how many promises they make or self-deprecating words they use, the narcissist has one setting: cruelty and abuse.
The Write Miz BarnzDec 1, 20211 min readIt's A (Very) Serious Matter...On My New Profile PicIn the 90s, Aaron Tippin had a song, "Kiss This," and a lyric in that song is "and I don't mean on my rosy red lips..." It was a classic...
